Just when you thought everything was goin your way

Finally dropped outta span4 today /= Had to do what I had to do. The alternative was Admin. of justice, but they didn't have that anymore, so I guess I'ma just spend a valuable period TAing again.


I'm feelin mixed emotions right now. Why do I have days where I let someone make me feel less self-worth? There have been many times where I've been on the verge of jst leavin everything behind, but I don't know how to let myself do that. I just wanna get away from everything & everyone. Lets face it, maybe I'm suppose to be this miserable through out this point in my life. God please guide me to the light.

Too cool for school

Ugh, reading back to your previous blog makes me sick. First week of schoool went by fast. I gotta feelin that tonights gon..haha I mean that this year is gonna be super chill with my classes. Business math > Calc Lol. It's weird taking history in the school yr rather than the summer. Also, it's different without Nick bein in my pc class for the third yr now. Hensen is totally outta her mind hah, I wanna learn some damn english, naht hear you complain about how life doesn't treat you right daily. Spanish, martyr sure is sumsum. Spent some time with my bf thursday night since I rarely see him at school. Time of month started yesterday .. then met up with anh, vivian, & ivana at Tea Rush to plan for the '09-'10 _____. Gonna take alot of work to get it started, but there are some good ideas. Made jt a sandwich for lunch :D Came home and spent 7 hrs in the hot sun cleaning everything you could possibly clean in my car with my mama. Took out the seats, washed mats, interior/exterior, vacumed, tuffstuff, wax. Got insurance too [= So much work considering it was over 100 degrees yesterday. Got my car blessed today at church, boy I sure hope I pass my license test.


Reminders:
-Spanish project/presentation due tmrw
-Poster painting at Vivian's tmrw
-Meeting at Well's on Wed
-Pc mixer & Saigon on friday
-Sign-up for Sat II (sept.9)

Wa-la

Hahah after spendin so much time on autotrader & goin to diff areas to look for cars, my mom finally bought me one today tahah, not that new but it's okaay low milage, anti-lock brakes, automatic, sunroof, non-salvaged, no scratches etc. Too bad I can't take my test till Octobeerr >0<

Oh and I just realized the english workbook for eng4 is the same one I did in Kelly x_x

only henna -_-

The uglies

So I have this thing growing on my lip >_< noo it's NAHT herpes geez lol! I suppose it's a really bad canker sore? On the other hand, I have this thing growing under my chin (probably slowly growing to my neck like an adam's apple haha jk) or what if it's a tumor -_- I think my face caught the uglies!!



EYYJENAEE (5:35:10 PM): i just figured out how
EYYJENAEE (5:35:12 PM): i got
EYYJENAEE (5:35:15 PM): the "cold sore"
keariousity (5:35:24 PM): how so?
EYYJENAEE (5:35:28 PM): i was eating too much pussay
keariousity (5:35:29 PM): are you drinking enough water?
EYYJENAEE (5:35:31 PM): hahha jk!!
keariousity (5:35:32 PM): LOLOLOLLL
keariousity (5:35:40 PM): why didnt you eat mine then!
keariousity (5:35:43 PM): i feel so cheated on right now
keariousity (5:35:45 PM): BAHAHAHA
keariousity (5:35:45 PM): jk
EYYJENAEE (5:35:46 PM): LOLOLOLLLL
EYYJENAEE (5:35:55 PM): ive had soo many allergy problems
EYYJENAEE (5:36:00 PM): so my lips have ached
EYYJENAEE (5:36:02 PM): and that
EYYJENAEE (5:36:11 PM): i remember james' tongue hurt like two weeks ago
EYYJENAEE (5:36:15 PM): and i kissed that nasty thing
keariousity (5:36:19 PM): LOL
keariousity (5:36:31 PM): "my tongue hurts, here let me shove it in your mouth"
keariousity (5:36:32 PM): hahaha

First day back to school

Went to the beach yesterday & ate at a Korean restaurant with Father Alex for dinner. Jamba for brunch, Bj's for lunch, and got a sorta cute henna tat!? haha.


I was dreading for this day to come. Tho it was a minimum day I felt so lazy. On the brightside, I have a class with everyone in JATPAK cept Keari /= Boyfwen brought me Hand sanitizer thank you :) First per. civics was all the way in the portables, then I had to sprint all the way to j building for spanish -_-, I have a feeling that she's going to be a hard teacher, nonetheless I had Pina for two yrs of spanish haha. Went to pc 3rd per (my 3rd yr) I guess there are alot of underclassmen in that period cus they can't take 0 per. Had business math forth per, hahhaa I hardly kno anyone in that class, hopefully that class will come in handy. Fifth, english with Hensen, haha all those stories I've heard about her, probably true, she's a funny one. Was suppose to go grab lunch with jt, but he ended up havin work >.< Best part of the day was that I had NO tarea, beats last yr!

Bumped into Kels infront of my house today, had good talks, can't believe we didn't hang out all summer!

ps: I hate getting out after 5th! I wanna get out at lunch.. if only they'd let me go 1-4.

School starts in two days

Ahh where did time fly )= Oh well hopefully this yr will be much more eggciting that junior yr. Junior yr can go die. Can't wait for sats/college apps etc -_- This summer topped last summer, soo much drama last yr!


I thought alot of random incidents occured today. Woke up at 7am to go driiiiiving. Came home and mom bought Dim Sum ^_^ Mom went to check out two cars in Huntington ( '05 Honda Civic LX 4d & '06 Corolla LE) Sigh not luckk thoo. Went to Target in the afternoon, and out of nowhere James pops out -_- you almost scared me to deatth, geez. Church in the eveningg. Tmrw's the last day of summer and I guess I will be spending it with my fam =) So we're gonna go to the beach and then dinner with Father Alex. Beach 8 times this summer, bettah than last summer :)

Stuffs

Mm had senior pics on Wednesday. I really don't care about those pictures anyway, so I decided to wear the most randomest outfit -_- Then went to Nick's after and met up with JATK. Went swimming and had good talkss. Ahaha member the bitch who got a "makeover." Ethan came right when I was about to leave >_< Smelly picked me up and we went to Brea to look for his link crew stuff. Panda Express. Left to his grandpa's place, and then went to Starfucccks.

Yesterday I had to go to the doctors to get a blood test for my weally bad case of allergies )= Allergies has been takin over my summer!! Then I went to go find a place to eat and I ended up eating at this place that is an EXACT replica of Boiling Crab, but it's like in Rowland. It's definately not as good, but it's worth another meal.

As for todaaay, I wanted to go to the beach with the pc babies but I have to stay home and take care of my allergies =[ I cleaned EVERY speck of dusk in my entire room, and I'm organizing things around. From this day forth, I'm goin to carry hand sanitizer 24/7. Those stankin dusk miesters.

Certain people really irritate the crap outta me these days

69 Facts

Hahah i was laying there in bed yesterday thinkin about facts about myself, now I think I forgot most of em.

1) Summer is allergy season for me, i've been blowing my nose 15+ everyday ..
2) I'm catholic
3) I love boba, but i've cut down on it alot
4) I've been to Canada, Hawaii, Florida, Washington, Arizona, Nevada, Korea, & Vietnam
5) I have a runny nose right now
6) I use google for everything
7) I've never been to Six Flags
8) I've been mistaken for half-Caucasian/asian
9) I hate when people constantly flake
10) I miss my middle school besties
11) I live in Rowland, yet i've been goin to school in Db/Walnut since I was in preschool
12) I use at&t
12) I'm scared for what my future holds for me
13) I hate when people who aren't religious wear a saints bracelet just as a trend -_-
14) I cut down on shopping alaawt
15) I once drowned in the tide pool at raging watas ahaha
16) I practically live to eat
17) I love my nails but hate my toenails
18) I have ugly toenails because during track I borrowed someone's size6 VANS when I'ma size 7/8 -_- and sprinted in them for practice & ended up with bruises
19) I have trust issues
20) I'm takin peer counseling for the 3rd yr..
21) Been lookin for a car the past month
22) I prefer to call > text
23) I broke my camera when I was goin jetskiin in Vietnam
24) I got a new one for my birthday
25) My SAT score is a failure
26) I have insomnia
27) I enjoy alternative/indie music
28) I'm kinda white-washed
29) I spoke to Sally Field at a Laker game..EW SHE WAS A PLAYBOY MODEL
30) I wish I went to a more diverse cultural school
31) I think it's nastuh when people bite their nails
32) I've been watching too much Mtv/VH1 lately
33) I've had a relative who commited suicide
34) I have 6 piercings
35) I especially listen to alot of music when I'm sad
36) I hate how practically every DB kid gets a $30,000 first car >_<
37) Feet, Knees, and Armpits are disgustank
38) I hardly eat rice at home
39) I'm Vietnamese
40) I've had 3 doggies; a baby german shepherd, half american eskimo, white maltese RIP );=
41) I've realize that every family has their own problems
42) I can't commit to my treadmill
43) I like sushi, dim sum, alll kindsa foods
43) There are construction workers working at my neighbor Kels' house every single morning this whole summer!
44) It takes me days to clean my room
45) My back tan is so uneven
46) I played ball when I was younger, idk what happened now
47) Playing the ds helps me knock-out
48) I still don't have a favorite color in particular
49) I am fat, and my cheeks are puffy
50) I bring cards in my purse most of the time
51) I haven't started on college apps yet
52) My brother and I have over 100 stuffed animals
53) I have empty boba cups in my room LOL
54) It's hard for me to sleep without my fav teddy bear
55) I'm hungry right now
56) I have a low gpa
57) I've been to the beach 7 times this summer [=
58) My comp desktop is so unorganized
59) I've bought clothes that i've never wore
60) I love playin a good round of cards anywhere
61) I'm goin to eat pizza hut today
62) I received a gallon full of coins for my birthday
63) My mom wishes that I don't leave within 75 miles for college
64) I'm good at doin nails, AND NO i'm not gonna pursue that in my future haha
65) I don't want school to start
66) I'm so nervous for the upcoming SAT/SAT II's
67) I've gotten my hair dyed twice & highlighted once.. I think
68) No matter how much darker I wanna get my skin won't get any tanner -_-
69) I'm gonna be a big bad senior!

Hahah today was kind of funny.. well it was sort of suspenseful while it happened. Yay Beach tmrw!

Knotts

Went to Knotts with James on Tuesday (= Rode 6 rides in 2 hrs and 12 for the whole day, whatta daay. Oh, I always loved their Snoopy on Ice show :) HAHAH I guesss I forced you to face your fears jt tahah. Ate at Guppy house for dinner & then stopped at his grandmama's house for a few hrs. Then went to starbucks for James to get his 100 calorie fruit cup, HEALTH FREAK.

Paralaw

Yesterday I got up at 7am to get ready to go to court. Haha dont get me wrong, I wasn't goin cus I commited a felonyy, just went for some insight in the life of paralaw. Studying law is no easy matter nor joke, it's just as hard as studing in the medical field. Being a lawyer is so difficult, tho if I decide to become a lawyer that does not go to court, I eventually might have to sometime because if the case will take on further and I might get called to trial. Trial is so stressful, and there is much more to worry about in this business. I discovered some other occupations I can persue in the law firm. I'm able to get an internship right now by my lawyer, but I'm not sure if that is what I want to become as of now. How do they expect us teenagers to decide on a major, nonetheless our future in just a few years. I hear it's not always so bad to go college with an undecided major, but I think I have a more valid sense in what I want to become, definately working in the law firm tho.


On another note, my attorney has been handling a case about a man named Michael Osborn, quite an interesting story, someone even blogged about it, take a look! http://michael-osborn.blogspot.com/

My Own hands to hold

It's like the world is screwing me over..

One day you think you've got a good friend by your side forever, the next day they back stab you. I don't understand how people can be so fake and just move on. I guess it's the obvious, egocentric people who only care to benefit themselves, regardless whether they've hurt you. Yes, at times I do pity myself, there is nothing wrong with that, considering I go through more shit than a few fortunate ones. Trust is such a valuable trait that you can look for in others now a days. You are able to expose your vulnerabilities to people, believing they will not take advantage of you. The feeling of finding someone you can be able to trust with your secrets along with your emotions is pleasurable. What sucks is when they bombard it and use it against you during an unpleasant argument.

Disappointed

After the Lake Tahoe trip with the whole fam ..
I've come to realize MOST of my mom's side of the fam is BULLSHIT.


Never have I been so disappointed in the people I care most..

Sundays

Soo tooday..

woke up at 6am to check up on my boo cus he's sick )'= went back to sleep and woke back up at 8am to go drivingg with my laywer -_- drove to LA & Santa Monica beaach :) tehe. Chilled there a bit and then headed home to go to church. After church, went to get boba and ate Boiling Crab leftovers<3 Few hrs latterr, I went shopping at the Block of OC with fam =] Thenn went to go check out private dealers once again..no luckk ugh AND they have that new thing with the gover. with the trade-in cars where you are able to gain $4,500, unfortunately my fam doesn't have an old enough car to trade in so I guess we're stillll loooking.

Pitter-Pat

13 October 1992
Your Life path number is 8.
Your fortune cookie reads: The one you love is closer than you think.

You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9.

The golden number for 1992 is 17.
The epact number for 1992 is 25.
The year 1992 was a leap year.

As of 8/1/2009
You are 16 years old.
You are 202 months old.
You are 876 weeks old.
You are 6,136 days old.
You are 147,283 hours old.
You are 8,837,026 minutes old.
You are 530,221,601 seconds old.

Full of charm, cheerful, gifted, without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

vs.

12 December 1991
Your Life path number is 8.
Your fortune cookie reads: Delay is the antidote for anger.

You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9.

The golden number for 1991 is 16.
The epact number for 1991 is 14.
The year 1991 was not a leap year.

As of 8/1/2009
You are 17 years old.
You are 212 months old.
You are 920 weeks old.
You are 6,442 days old.
You are 154,627 hours old.
You are 9,277,667 minutes old.
You are 556,660,026 seconds old.

Very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a butterfly, good sense of humour, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.